Why is it at times when we start feeling good, really good, a subtle guilt settles in – or is that just me?
Have I been feeling that bad for so long that feeling poor is what is normal to me? When we feel good why can’t or why shouldn’t we ride that wave for as long as that frequency holds us?
I was researching pineal activation that led me to a youtube video and in the first minute another video caught my eye. I was naturally guided to it and listened and it was simply amazing. Apparently about 7 million other viewers had also listened and probably some listened over and over again.
The musical recording is based on phi, the golden ratio, which is simply everywhere. I’m not a scientist but I don’t believe that you have to be to know (because when you know you just know and you know you know) that there is a divine light that courses through us all, waiting to be exponentially tapped.
So, of course, I went to the site and bought some of the music, actually I went ahead and bought the superpack because I couldn’t get enough.
Find out here what the Golden Ratio and Superpack are.
Now, I’ve just started listening to these sounds and I haven’t been able to fully listen to even one because my cellphone battery keeps dying (ordered one and its due next week) but the amazing thing is I felt results from these recordings right away. Results like I never had from brainwave entrainment which I’ve used for many years.
And by the way, these recordings do NOT USE any binaural beats or isochronic tones – I like that idea although Marcus now has binaural recordings since some have asked him to create those also.
The first thing I noticed after listening just once is that I was walking slower. I also moved my hands slower and more deliberate. I also talked slower. This was very peculiar to me since I am usually racing around doing everything as fast as I can because of my obsession with time.
Due to the battery issue I wanted to listen to several to get a taste and one in particular I resonated deeply with. It was the Golden Wave. After a few minutes of that I was moving my head back and forth slowly saying ‘oh, this feels so good’ loving how it was making me feel.
Just a week ago I lost my blessed girl, my twenty year old kitty, Ansley. I miss her terribly, it hurts real bad. I believe she led me to these divine sounds that this man has miraculously created.
I talked about something I dubbed the ‘blisswave’ in my recent book ‘Shattered Duality’ but that was while listening to delta tones and being in nature’s pure light, literally. It felt like pure love, heavenly and I hadn’t felt that way in quite some time.
This first weekend home without her was tough. I walked this morning and still cried a couple of times (apparently the hurt is deeper than I thought). Keeping myself as busy as I could doing mundane things, doing things that make me happy, feeling guilty if I get too happy, telling myself it will pass and I will feel whole again.
Well, I think I found something that will take away a lot of that tension, a lot of that guilt and a lot of the sadness that I’ve been feeling.
Right now I’m listening to another one named Xphirience Bliss Rain and it has quieted my mind and stirring up the words that long to rise from my heart over the pain and grief I’ve been feeling.
I had to write about this because it’s what I do, I write. This very brief experience so far with these recordings has been bliss and honestly I don’t know that I’ve ever experienced bliss that many times in my life because I tend to worry so damn much about everything. My favorite healer, intuitive, Mas Sajady, told me as he was laughing sincerely that I had the greatest capacity for worrying that he had ever seen. And though that could be bad it could also be grand if I used that ‘storage facility’, that capacity in a different way.
You see, worry can be a good thing. Instead of worrying about your job, or money or whatever ails you or even if your book will ever be published is to worry about what you will do when it IS published and worry about what you write next or worry about what you would do with your new found healing capacity or your new lust for life.
It’s never a coincidence when we stumble upon something beneficial, endearing and rare today. They are based on what is known as the Fibonacci sequence and that’s all I technically know about them and for me I don’t need any other information. The experience they have brought me so far has been incredible on day one. I can’t believe how much they’ve slowed me down and how blissful they have made me feel. And that feeling didn’t end when I turned them off or rather when my battery died. (I keep charging it and then listen awhile and then charge and so on).
I’ve been writing during this rain one with my eyes closed mostly and I am calm, cool and collected and very very clear.
I’m going to go enjoy the rest of this since I realize that an entire thirty minutes has just flown by (another thing that people are saying about this related to time, that you tend to forget about time, it goes away – which reminds me of Thoreau stating
“Having considered that in an imperfect work time is an ingredient, but into a perfect work time does not enter, he said to himself, It shall be perfect in all respects, though I should do nothing else in my life”) anyways, I will continue to keep you updated on my experiences with these new (new to me) recordings from Marcus Knudsen). Get them here at Bliss Coded Sound.
I feel like I am getting a massage on my inside and maybe in truth it is my spirit that is giving it to me. I find myself softly gently touching and stroking my face with the backs of my hand and lightly brushing my legs as the wave takes its toll on me (a good toll).
Let it rain, let it rain!
Update:
My favorite of the nature bliss sounds (there are four of them) is the Paradise Forest. Today while listening I could have sworn I felt the vibration from the buzzing of a flying insect pass by my face. I started to reach out for it then realized it was part of the recording. It is like being a part of 3D movie but with your eyes closed.
There is also a bonus recording when you order the SuperPack, it’s called ‘Wonderful Life’ and it is perfect to listen to when you are short on time. I listen to it every morning when I get to work to start the day feeling right and in control, grounded.
The sounds Marcus has created are beautiful and bountiful.
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